News.. Good & Bad 

I have had time with Jeff finally. But only because I had to quit babysitting  cause the woman decided to not to pay me. My sister is out of jail but heading to a program for violating  parole for 30 to 90 days.. I have a job now.. one of two, depending  on the reply I recieve. 

1. Assistant  Teacher for the Head Start (becoming a Preschool Teacher = current Dream Job!!) 

2. Subbing for the Head Start (not so much, but getting experience)

Clearly I really want the first one.. I have dreamed of workingin a preschool since I was 16. I will substitute  though if I can’t  be the Assistant. Tho I do have my Associates  and the 6 mo  of experience  required  as well. 

They haven’t caught whoever stole my Mom’s  meds.. 

This picture was at the Gender Reveal Party for Jeff’s  sister. I did edit it tho with an app. I love this man!! 

Gotta make me some lunch now.. Ill post again soon. 

Babysitting, Favors, & Love

     These days, most of what I do is babysit.. I watch my nephew, and I babysit a friends kids. Either for money, or things that get done for me Depends on what’s going on at the time. As part of a payment, I was given a dryer, practically brand new, and I asked for my parents. Well, what they really need is a fridge, but instead of selling the dryer that they already have for a fridge, they are selling the one I just got for free, and expect me to be ok with it. It is actually mine, but of course, that doesn’t matter. if anything I should get to put it up for when I get my own place.

     So, Saturday, I babysat until late, and had a hard night with it, then went home for the night. Stayed home and had a lazy day Sunday nothing but Netflix. Well, that night, I went to my boyfriend’s house and stayed over. There are a few issues there that I’d rather not discuss, but it actually went pretty good. surprisingly. Today being Monday, I came home again to babysit, and got paid. I got a Netflix account, and ABCMouse for the youngers in my family. Yes, while babysitting lol. Had a fairly good day, nothing stuck out as horrible. I am just tired from today.

     I am in love with Jeff, his family doesn’t seem to approve, but honestly.. I do not care. I love him and he loves me, honestly, what more do we need? We’re honest with each other, we have open commuication, we tell each other everyting, and would help each other every time no matter what. What do you guys think? hmm?? If you have a relationship with someone do you think the family’s opinion of you should matter? I mean I’m not a murder, or even a law breaker, I do everything I can for everyone, and some would refer to me as too forgiving. Should money, or having a job, or an income dictate if your with someone? If so, could a small job, count for gettig a job, even ifits one you have while inbetween jobs? Would you call someone accepting a job like that an effort to prove ones self? I do everything that I can to be a good person, and friend and all these other roles, but it never seems to be enough for anyone. Maybe I spread myself too thin and being too forgiving is more a curse than a blessing? Thoughts? anyone is welcome to have an opinion.. even if I don’t agree with you, I’ll take it into consideration.

Continuing…

My cousin showed up so I wont be so board now she is so funny I just love her ❤ . Sometimes she even helps me babysit my nephew which is her brother ( long story by the way) and with the other kids I watch. But anyway I am helping my bestfriend move houses which is my nephews other mom ( again long story) but that’s my bestfriend I would help her with anything I can do.

I am a job seeker so if you know of any Early Childhood Establishments hiring please comment where and names please and thanks it will be appreciated.

Thanks for reading and have a good night ..

Life These Days

Have been fairly busy been babysitting quite a bit for my nephew, as well as someone who pays me. Been overly tired by this time of night pretty regularly.  My boyfriend and I are working on 2 1/2 years together, and happily so. We’ve had our bumps, but I will always love that man!! Over my back, it’s forever hurting lately, especially the lower half. Then just below my breast line, my rib gets to hurting with a stabbing pain out of the blue. That isn’t healthy I’m sure, but I’ll live thru it. Dying of boredom tonight lol..

Cardiac Unit

So on Sunday.. my Mom had a Heart Attack. I have never been so scared in my life. She has been up here since and I with her most of the day. I go home with my younger sisters at night. She had her second surgery  today both were heart cath  surgeries. She’s doing better now as I sit and visit her.

Productive Weekend!!

This weekend has gone pretty well. Started by getting out fieldwork, buying a student bus pass, paying off library debt, going out to dinner at KFC with Jeff (my boyfriend) and his family. Later that night, while drinking, Jeff decides he wants to come over to my house with my family. So, we come here, and drink, the next day, I clean the house, and drink, then woke up today, and went all types of OCD on the house. Doing laundry, cleaning everything, having homework to do as well, that I haven’t started quite yet. My sister borrowed $83 from me last weekend, so to pay me back, she gave me her older Xbox (the first one they came out with, but it has games on it, there are too many to count!!). She has to find the cords, or I told her it’s a “no deal” situation.. I have my cousin coming over today, I think.. which should be fun. My bf dated her years before me.. but she knows about us, and respects it, and is engaged to a man she is head over heels for, so I think it’ll work out good.. The cousin and I used to be close, but life happened, and we just got too busy to hang out.

Anywho…

Step Mom is doing good as far as I know. Her throat is hoarse due to the place of the surgery, and it hurts from it as well, otherwise all is well with her. So glad the bumps shrunk.

So.. if I have a fan base, I’d like to have any questions or comments from anyone who sees fit to do so. I’ll answer honesty, but wont give names of those I haven’t given. I hope all goes well between now and my next post for any an all!